I try to listen to sex workers and the like who try to put a positive spin on the sex industry. I don't like being condescending, even though that is literally all I am, besides entirely stupid, so I want to just listen. I don't know everything--I don't know anything. So if someone who works in the sex industry says "It's not all bad, not everyone feels degraded", I want to be able to hear that. Like, process it and...just lock that in. I don't feel it is required of me to agree, I just need all the information and all sides to every story, yeah? But even with the movement to "normalize" sex work, and have sex workers be more vocal...honestly I feel like this is working against anyone who wants to put a positive spin to things, because the more niggas are talking, the more I'm feeling like "yeah, this shit is gross and shouldn't be happening".
Have I watched porn? Unfortch, yups. But I thought I was better because I "could tell" when the woman wasn't actually enjoying herself (almost always??) and because I tried to restrict myself to shit that "looked real", *eyeroll at my soul*. I don't watch it too much now, not because I am some better person, but just because the shit that's in my imagination is grosser than anything I've ever seen on like Redtube, so there's no need, but watching Hot Girls Wanted made me feel more solid about not watching anymore. I know my one non-watch isn't going to tear down the whole industry - there will always be a sex industry, but I'd rather not contribute, if I can. Do I want these hoes to get their coins? Yes, and they will. Just not mine. I'm sure they're torn up. (Torn up emotionally...not...vaginally. Though,)
Anyway, delete my life. Wait before that let's talk about this "documentary". First: this isn't like a great doc. It's pretty basic and shoddy. Gimme a Werner Herzog directed porno doc, pleez. Like, I want Grizzly Man but instead of bears it's double-sided dildos. That would be very lit. But anyway, though this documentary is basically an overlong True Life episode, it was still...Honestly it wasn't showing anything I haven't already seen. Almost pretty certain I have seen an actual episode of True Life exactly about this. You're not learning anything new by watching this, but you do at least get some personal stories of girls involved in porn. I never want to see this again.
Okay so I forgot every single one of these chicks' names and I am a horrible person. Anyway this was one of the main girls whom they focused on. All the girls were living in a house with some dude (their pimp) and he got them contacts and work, I guess? He was so gross. This chick in the pic above was a fucking mess. One, she seemed to have longterm plans to remain in the industry. Here's the thing, though: they say after you've been doing porn for two months or so, they start making you do hardcore shit. So this industry is all about disposability. They expect and even seem to want you to get sick of the shit and quit after a handful of movies. They want fresh faces, I guess. Especially for the teen movies most of the girls in the house seemed to be doing. I don't know any "famous" teen porn stars. I barely know any famous porn stars, but of the ones I do, I think they are known for doing mad extra shit, right? I could be wrong, but I doubt any bitch is getting famous off chaste missionary. Even Kim Kardashian had to flip over.
THAT CHICK IN THE PIC ABOVE also seemed to not come from a terrible home?? So I was confused. But that's me being cliché, I guess, expecting every porn chick to be in it because they come from a place of abuse. And honestly, this chick could have, but it wasn't mentioned. She seemed to want to do porn because it was her ~way out~ of her rural town. Jesus Christ on a cracker. What about college? No? Pharmaceutical sells?? Maybe acting (with clothes on!!)? Photography?? Her mom said she used to be really into photography? Why she aint pursue that? I can't tell if she wanted the "easy" way out, or if it was also about fame. But girl...who the fuck wants to be famous for fucking? Is that really a goal??? I am sew confused.
But ol girl was ~saved~ by her Asher Rothy ass boyfriend. But waymin, in the movie didn't they say he was a "director?" Did he quit, too? Anyway, I don't see that lasting. Ex porn actor trying to play Suzie Homemaker? Yeah, we'll see. I NEED A HOT GIRLS WANTED 2, RASHIDA!!
Glasses. She straight-up said she was doing this to get "famous". Unless she was joking?? No, she seemed DEAD ASS serious. Glasses confused me because she seemed to not even be into this porn shit but wasn't really talking about quitting? That whole scene with the older dude was mad gross and she seemed like she was dying inside and it's like.......... Though, I've had that exact same look and feeling working retail and I never quit...usually just waited to get fired. Is there any difference between selling your soul to Target and selling your body???? Idk, man.
The end of the movie update said Glasses eventually quit. What is she getting up to now? She really got on my nerves. I hate a bitch with nerd face who turns up lol. I need your look to match your general life aesthetic, okay??
This photographer was mad creepy and gross and I am disgusted and appalled that just about any random creep can enter into this industry. It for sure seems like it needs to be more regulated lol like have some fucking professionalism and decorum, please. Just because you photograph naked bitches don't mean you can make degrading, neckbeard ass comments whilst doing so. Fucking freak.
This chick was tragic from womb to tomb, birth to earth.
This Latina chick was delusional. I def felt she was trying mad hard to convince herself what she was doing was ~~not a big deal~~ and that that racist ass gaggers porn she was doing wasn't killing her in her soul, but I wasn't buying it. Never mind that they made note that she had quit porn several times in the two years she's been doing it?? But okay, girl.
Idk, this chick seemed really successful lol. Maybe she had it easier because she was blonde? But tell me why it said she and the tragic one were the only ones to not quit? Lol why that tragic one stick around? I cannot. I will not.
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